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missing scene from my fic golden dawn this time! dimitri helps his boyfriend practice for the white heron cup.
#fire emblem#fe3h#dimiclaude#dimitri alexandre blaiddyd#claude von riegan#dmclweek24#fire emblem: three houses#fe16#my art#i love this part of the story#claude failing to notice that he's going to be chose for the cup#and dimitri failing even harder at dancing because he's used to leading#among other moments i truly enjoyed writing
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Been working on some first run Chou sprites for funsies, here’s a handful of the ones I’ve done so far
#keese draws#isat#new game+#comic siffrin#comicfrin#isat siffrin#I mainly just wanted to figure out how chou may express differently than normal siffrin#they are alas far less kitty cat </3#but yeah even in their first run they were generally much lower energy than siffrin mostly due to stress#they are less used to traveling for long periods of time along with the whole savior thing going on#and while they start off generally handling their timeloop situation well enough even by the time they get the second orb they’re Tired man#and after the incident where they lost their eye they’re So ready for this to be over#and they haven’t even hit the wall of their final boss fight yet it took them a long while to get through that for the first time#the main thing is that their party spended most of their journey far more underleveled#for most of the main fights they were able to scrape through since the crew did have some disproportionally powerful abilities earlier than#the isat party would have similar skills (like their first recruit is a full blown shield specialist)#but as they got further and further and the boss gimmicks got more specific and punishing it would get Much harder#in the fight where chou lost their eye they were stuck for Months the first run trying to find a way to squeak through the fight#in game terms basically trying to abuse the consistent rng seed to find a chain of actions that would let them win#long story short the boss basically acts as a harsh punish for their lack of a proper healer#it also for realsies kills people like. during the battle. so the margin for error is slim to none.#basically once it takes out someone it’ll continue to target them and it can’t have its intent redirected#and it’s resistant to all craft types until it’s about to and failed to perform the final blow attack#without going too much into the party comp and how they generally fight just know that even if they weren’t underleveled this would low key#hard counter them since their whole game plan is about redirecting damage and simply killing the enemy before it kills them#so during this first run this fight was actual hell for chou to figure out and poor bastard hadn’t even hit their worst wall yet 😔#anyways that was a whole ramble that had nothing to do with the actual post I’m making. whoops.#point is they’ve earned the right to be low energy and stressed as hell they were Not built to carry a rpg party
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this is how he fake-flirts ... it doesn't. work [🇺🇸 x 🇧🇾]
i think their relationship is based on mutual attraction, revulsion, and self-deceit. america is convincing himself that "winning" belarus' affections will be easy and that he's just in it to spite russia, meanwhile she's playing pseudo-flirtatious passive aggressive mind games with him on a level beyond comprehension.
it gets really uncomfortable for both of them really fast and so he kicks her out. ^^
#america: oh btw commie... your sister is totally OBSESSED with me ;))) || russia: [knows how Aggressive she is] Good Luck 👍#hetalia#hws america#hws belarus#amebel#my nyart#ame definitely views it as like an ego challenge...#why WOULDNT belarus crush on me 🥱🥱#except once he actually gets her attention he. r egrets. it#like. to belarus america is The Worst Possible Thing. they kind of dated and held each other hostage for a bit nonetheless.#now im imaginign ame getting teased for it by his brothers. 'hey look your ex is here ^^' 'WHAT? HIDE ME'#ok more organized thoughts ->#for america its a battle of ego. its gross to stoop to 'stealing' russia's sister but he does it anyway. or he tries#yeah every attempt of his fails disastrously and she starts retaliating with these weird... startling interactions with him#and then ame goes ok i guess i gotta whip out my braincells for this one. and she gets to see some of who he REALLY is..#ame constantly runs in low powermode (its an act) but he turns it off when it benefits him but here the harder he struggles the less he win#and then once belarus ACTUALLY gains affection for him. she gets even WEIRDER. because belarus is obv conflicted and frustrated#and its after a bit of this (belarus' mix of aggression and affection) that america finally folds and kicks her out#he doesn't like losing and he doesn't like being genuine#and on some level he doesn't like being distracted from his purpose with this frankly incredibly strange relationship with her#anyway.#these are just my thoughts. i enjoy belame#time taken: uhh 4.5 hrs?
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releasing this from the hj discord dungeon because the public populace was in agreement also i'm chronically offline on tumblr and need to fix that for my chronically online ahh
#hand jumper#webtoon#sayeon lee#she couldn't even enjoy herself once she gets into the decent university because she got sent to the corps sayeon lee my giiirl#SHE'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO BASK IN THE GLORY OF VALEDICTORIAN BECAUSE SHE WAS CONSCRIPTED 😭#bro she's built like those kids in school who dump social interaction the moment exam season comes around#she's built like and earned that first honours fr.#but the corps said nah so she did the one thing those kids do make life even HARDER for themselves#even if in context it's no even hard it's just a matter of survival in the corps so success is the only option lest you die#hj reminds me of kaiji a lot with how they handle this but they're like two different genres but i digress#so she created TWO short term goals that forced her to hammer down her if not reinforce her previous values/beliefs#and if you read fp or wait until this tuesday lemme tell you rn it gets worse#which force her back into her shell and wall she's built#which is fucked up bc juni's wall is coming down when cell 4 didn't die as quick as she'd thought and surpassed her expectations#sayeon try not to be any characters narrative foil/parallel challenge fail 1000% speedrun#this only gets worse in fp and while this was in my drafts since the morning#i will say i literally just had a conversation abt this with my g bigbrainmanyvibes before prematurely leaving for lunch#but i set an alarm to actually post all the memes i made here so imma do this one now then the rest later#JOIN THE HJ DISCORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND WAY EASIER TO USE!!!!![to me......]#PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#that's it for my obligatory plug for the hj discord you can stop reading now i you haven't already stopped because i make this thing a diar#anw GLORY TO SAYJIN NATION!!!!!!!!!
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I hate A levels.
#is/has anyone here taken a levels?#because i hate it#that's it that's the post#can't wait to finish this torture#i hate mechanics i hate kinetic energy i hate projectiles and i hate parabolas#i hate second order diffrential equations and i hate integration#i don't know WHAT'S about to hit me in university even though I'm taking computer science#i guess if maths/fm is a requirement for uni admissions then a lot of it will come in its syllabus#thankfully i've been told that statistics is of more use to me than mechanics#bad news is i've also been told statistics is much much harder than mechanics#good news is statistics isn't my problem until august#or 2026 august if i fail these exams#tbh i think i'll be alright with cs and regular maths#further maths is the real challenge#help#guplia rants#posts that will get no more than 2 notes#A levels#AS levels#<- highly doubt anyone on tumblr uses these tags unless its to show off their study setups or tips for choosing your subjects or whatever
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“Anakin Skywalker was the best Jedi” uh no that was Mace Windu. Mace was the best Jedi.
#filoni please use your head.#even if you don’t agree with me that it’s mace.#we all know damn well anakin sucked at being a jedi.#that’s literally why he’s a Sith.#like you cannot fail being a Jedi harder than anakin did#if you wanted to say ‘force user’ ig that’s it’s own category and maybe I’ll open myself to a discussion on that#(lmao no I won’t I said what I said mace is the best)#but in terms of Jedi. he wasn’t that great lmao#meanwhile mace did everything he could to be a good person a good force user AND a good Jedi#I rest my case.#anakin skywalker#mace windu#Star Wars
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Constantly constantly *constantly* thinking about how Leo's portals get weaker as the curse gets worse, until finally during the attempted murder they just. Stop working. The power of Family connection failing.
when mikey accidentally gets portaled into the ocean and donnie fails to catch him ... leo isn't even blamed a little for it. it's a mistake they can all shrug off because they know he didn't mean to. but donnie still has to be cornered and shouted at and told off for one of the same magnitude. it's one of those things that really exemplifies this idea that cc!don has that there will always be a double standard, and that making mistakes is a lot more dangerous when it's him (that and "hitting" mikey after the closet, because they hit him several times after. there's a reason he never fights back.)
#ask#canary continuity#it's especially painful knowing that on average raph is probably harder on leo than he is on donnie#i think if there weren't a curse it probably would have at least been brought up. maybe not an argument but like#donnie being a little slow isn't much compared to leo's portals failing like that. it's usually indicative something's off#but he completely skirts under the radar. raph under the curse is distant and apathetic until donnie does something as a Result of-#-the other two. usually even caused by them.
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not to project like a motherfucker on natalie berzatto but ohhhh boy the impact of a narrative that says “hey, is your desire to make sure everybody around you is okay also about you? and could that perhaps be partially a maladaptive trauma response you should look into and maybe mitigate? because if it’s a genuine question that’s fine, but if the only answer you will respond well to hearing is yes that’s a You Issue Too, Babe”
#as somebody with a loud and toxic italian extended family the bear comes for my neck over and over#s3 is going even harder on that#nat’s pathology is gentler and less easy to spot than mikey’s or carmy’s or god help us all donna’s#but it is nonetheless unhealthy and bad for her#the theme of “you do not need to be Good And Pleasing to be worth love” is a lot this year#related (and this will take s4 to be sure of but i have Hope) that your ability to succeed in a garbage capitalist structure defines worth#as somebody who worked in a lot of kitchens this show just feels like home#and the thing that kept jarring me about the whole let’s upgrade to fine dining plan was …what about the people you leave behind#and after having seen napkins now it feels like the show KNOWS THAT#tina could not be hired at the bear but being hired at the beef saved her life#god i want them to bring this home#the fact that the sandwich window is the ONLY THING MAKING MONEY feels promising#like… i want the bear (the in-world restaurant) to succeed#but also no. no i do no want it to succeed as-is.#i want the bear and the beef to blend for REAL and then succeed#or i guess fail given the general themes of the season but try on terms they can be entirely proud of!!! even if they fail!!!
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after attempting to commission art of boba fett without his helmet, i am forced to consider that a good number of artists, subconsciously or not, cannot accept that temuera morrison has always been hot despite his lack of european features, and honestly this explains a lot about the fucking travesty that is every single clone's face in TCW and TBB
#me: okay here is a reference image of young temuera morrison#the artist‚ without fail: /outputs image of a man with a chiseled jaw‚ narrow nose‚ and prominent cheekbones#me: ...who tf is this#i was literally spending hours trying to edit the images to look more like morrison#rounding out the jaw‚ making the nose bigger‚ completely redrawing the eyebrows etc#and i spent a lot of those hours wondering if this explained why the clones look Like That in TCW and TBB#i think it might be tbh#i feel it's kind of like when an artist has a preconceived notion of a hand#and that makes it much harder for them to draw a hand that actually resembles a hand#artists/animators have a preconceived notion of handsomeness#which includes features like a chiseled jaw and prominent cheekbones‚ etc#so they see temuera morrison. they see that he is hot. so they draw him with those ''hot'' features even though he doesn't have them#it's very frustrating to see‚ esp in some of the most popular SW media of the last decade#boba fett#temuera morrison#bit of a vent post
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now that i think about it why have i set unreasonably high expectations for myself

#valley’s coffee induced yapping#valley’s existentialism (???)#dont even know why the fuck i have this kinda mindset#i think ive just gotten so use to success that failure makes me feel WAY more pathetic than it should#higher you are in the sky the harder the fall will be#i gue ss#er#also FUCK WORKING IN GROUPS OH MY GOD#whether or not people are depending on my help if i fail it feels like i fail them#then theres that impending fear of punishment which i feel is similar#im a dumbfuck little goodie two shoes but thats because im always planning ahead and making sure to prevent a worst case scenario#tl;dr#anxiety should be a medieval torture method and not something i have to deal with daily 🔥
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"Colin should have grovelled more!" "Penelope folded too easily” I see this a lot and don’t agree I loved she got to tell him how hearing that made her feel and receive a true apology not just a bunch of excuses.
That being said the one thing I hated was him telling her she entrapped him. Ugh I know he was hurt but that just enraged me and broke my heart for her. Because he used her mother’s words to hurt him and she had been venerable telling him how long she had loved him. I know it was bad writing but it made me sad to see her just take it.
gonna be real with you anon - that line was actually one instance of GOOD writing, actually acknowledging colin's perspective and journey, and frankly, i wouldn't have minded if he had gone harder (and she in return!)
my biggest gripe of the season is that most of colin's inner revelations in part 2 - a very internal, emotional journey - were never shown to us but told to us after the fact. i wish we had more of his journals or conversations with characters that weren't cressida in the middle of a blackmail scheme (violet! or even penelope herself!) because him verbalizing that emotional journey would have worked better than just seeing him post-realization.
but i'm gonna be real, everything colin said or did in part 2 makes absolute sense TO ME (especially when you pull internal dialogue from RMB) so yeah... idgaf abou the entrapment line.
#he should have gone harder!!!!#i love the modiste scene but we deserved a PROPER bitch off#bridgerton#polin#asks#sidenote that cressida/colin scene is so good#and while it's hella annoying everyone keeps dunking on colin for making it worse#HE MAKES IT WORSE BC HE HAS SO MUCH EMPATHY AND KINDNESS#BUT CAN'T SEE PAST HIS 1 HUGE FAILING - THE FAILING OF ALL BRIDGERTONS - THE LOVE OF HIS FAM#also it was actually working if he hadn't brought up her dad soooo whatever#wish we had gotten to see a colin win for once tho even s2's was off screen
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ooc: Woke up with So Many Thoughts on the Fifteenth Doctor… and I am TRULY at war with myself about whether or not I wanna wade into fandom discourse…
I don’t…
But WOW, what a fascinating and beautiful knot the production team has created for themselves…
#ooc#the long and short of it is essentially… I saw someone complaining about how RTD still writes The Doctor as if he’s white#and… controversially perhaps… I think that’s correct#because uh. as a black person myself… I’m quite confident in saying that Becoming Black and stepping into that as part of who you are#does NOT HAPPEN OVERNIGHT.#it takes some people their whole lives to step into that#and The Doctor has been white for EONS#a white MAN for most of that#I quite liked Dot and Bubble especially at the end watching him have to grapple with ‘oh. things are Different.’#it stung to watch. in a way a LOT of DW stings now that does make me feel… unsafe and uncared for as a viewer of color#but unlike when they did the Rosa Parks episode THIS felt deeply necessary#and honestly… I HOPE The Doctor was thinking back to how they acted during that episode. what they put their companions through.#how thoroughly and completely 13 failed to protect them in a way no previous doctor had.#and now… standing on the other side of it..#and maybe getting that little flicker of clarity. of… this is WHY we protect them. besides just being decent.#i think it’s gonna be healthy for the doctor to get some hard fucking lessons in this regeneration. to act like he always has and have it#just Hit Different. and then he has to carry that forward. THAT’S the real challenge.#I don’t want a doctor who Acts Black. that’s offensive.#I want a doctor who lives through something that mirrors my experience and pulls hope and joy out of that#someone who carries that awareness and uses it to make a difference the way The Doctor is supposed to#I don’t think that defeats the purpose. I think that IS the purpose#he’s never BEEN an iteration of The Doctor that looks or is received like this. Same as when he was a woman.#he’s having his eyes opened to old patterns and ingrained. and that’s so SO NECESSARY.#if this show is going to carry on another sixty plus years he has to see who he’s been and what he’s been privileged to…#and then carry on pushing back even harder with love and empathy and everything he’s learned and gained and become#he has to be an accumulation as much as an individual. otherwise… the hope he brings is only for Some People not everyone#there are gonna be stumbles… but I think that’s actually great#… I said I wasn’t gonna go off. but at least I did it in the comments where the trolls can’t find me
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I have a lot of older conservative relatives, most of them are surprisingly sympathetic towards Luigi (though a lot of it has to do with him being a handsome white man, rather than any appreciation for his supposed bravery.)
They’ve suffered decades of denied claims, and have lived long enough to realise that there is no peaceful way to fight back at the system. Regular people have no legal recourse to seek justice when we’re screwed over. Most of us are one medical emergency away from bankruptcy. The American healthcare system is so skewed, so evil, I don’t quite know how to express it to someone who hasn’t experienced it first-hand.
And yet, “murder is bad” is so deeply ingrained in them that they think he deserves some sort of punishment. They don’t want him to go away for life, but they’re also too stupid to realise that the chance to “reasonably” punish him ended back in December. He needs us Americans to disregard the evidence shown to us in court, to display some collective moral intelligence for once, to do the right thing even when it’s the antithesis of the law. We have to vote Not Guilty even if they show is a goddamn Livestream of Luigi doing it.
Unfortunately Americans as a collective voted for this disaster. And the disaster is much bigger than what’s happening to Luigi. Look at the state of the country. I’ve been asking every older conservative I know, and they genuinely want him to “do a few years” not realising that few years is not an option. They simply cannot justify letting a killer walk free, no matter how justified the crime. These idiots don’t understand how it works. They don’t know that it’s all or nothing. If we don’t save him, he’s going to meet a fate much darker than Brian Thompson did.
I will tell you this, the hardcore MAGAs want him to fry. There are people who vote red because they’re genuinely conservative, and there he has some chance, but the ones who vote conservative out of malice? They want him tortured and executed in public. I am scared of those people making it on to his jury. I am counting on Karen’s ability to spot these rotten pigs and get them kicked off…it’s my only hope.
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i hope americans (and brainwashed white people in general) learn a few things very soon –
non-violence does not work, and sometimes violence is the only answer and it is absolutely right, and
privileged people like them have forgotten this lesson because people of colour have suffered at their hands and have ingrained that lesson in their blood while they looked away and this included people losing their life to the death penalty too.
(click on the underlined portions, they're linked to posts that are relevant to what i mentioned)
also I know you said it is very hard to make those people sympathise with Luigi and they're really very idiotic but maybe trying to make them understand would help?? by telling them exactly what is at stake?? surely they're not rooting for a person like Luigi to be killed by the death penalty or to be deprived of every shred of life in LWOP?? maybe reasoning with them would help?? i don't know if it would but i genuinely hope it does.
i've had basically this exact conversation a few times and there are more asks currently waiting in my inbox talking about this, and i think Luigi's only hope of walking lies in KFA's capability of enforcing voir dire to make sure that he gets a female majority jury, with most people being people of colour. i cannot frankly see any hope otherwise.
#if i'm allowed to make a joke let me just say being white has deprived those people of two things – melanin and empathy#and i will stand by that since my experiences are very different and i'm not white either#also the ceo had died pretty nicely and easily#three shots and he flailed and flopped on the sidewalk and was taken to the hospital where he was pronounced dead#that's heaven to too many people who have suffered so so much#if getting killed like that after living the kind of life the ceo did makes people clutch their pearls they really need to touch some grass#that is nothing and even more nothing in a country where school children get shot in schools regularly#it is way harder to lose your life when you're young because you have your whole life in front of you and you don't get to have that#the ceo had not only lived his life he'd also done everything he could to make people suffer and he was failing as a family man too#he couldn't have asked for more#but Luigi is sitting in prison and writing the lorax is such a fundamental story that it “will be so critical to read to my kids”#Luigi has everything to ask for in life and he should get it#the ceo's mom is definitely not alive but Luigi's mom is she would lose her only son if he dies by the death penalty or even if he gets LWO#i just hope the boomers can learn to have this empathy#edit: since somebody already sent me an ask about this anon from this ask granted me permission to post this publicly after this ask was#sent and i did in fact answer that ask publicly too so you can check that out if you want to#post can also be reblogged because of the same reason#nobody knows who anon is and i definitely don't and anon was okay with it being posted#luigi mangione#free luigi#asks
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i just don't see the urge to protect your kids at all costs as a) inherent to all parents or b) necessarily admirable even if it is present. it CAN be absolutely admirable if it drives the parent to be a better person or to support their children's wellbeing in genuine ways. it can also lead to parents being abusive and controlling because of their urge to "protect!" it's actions that matter, not emotions or the lack thereof
#narrates#I do feel quite strongly about this as someone with empathy issues. i think any emotion can be monstrous if it leads to harmful behavior#and likewise plenty of good and upstanding people get through life while being good to others even if they do not have Correct emotions#do i think people should have kids if they won't love them? probably not.#but a lack of emotions is not a moral failing. it just means the person has to work harder at certain things
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can someone tell me how to keep going if your hardwork does pay off but you don't feel anything when you achieve your goal just relief and numb again
#ive been having a bad week again since the exam ugh😭#im really really REALLY trying to study but a little head in my voice keeps saying what is even the point of working so hard#which is soooo ridiculous because it's bc i worked so hard that i got great marks#but like. i didn't feel happy like i thought would. i just felt like 'oh. okay. cool'#and then i just. didn't even have anyone around me to celebrate with#which is idk kinda dumb i guess it's just an online exam#but like see. there are technically total 8 exams to become. um to get my degree#and i just cleared 1 of them#like that was a full 100 marks paper i studied for of that level and i did it#ive just never done this before not since this course ive always scored JUST above passing (not counting the times#i literally failed twice lol)#so yeah anyway it is big for me. but why doesn't it feel like anything 😭😭😭#and why hasn't this motivated me to work harder😭😭😭#idk i thought i had gotten over the 'just do it. just do it!!! just. do. it.' phase i was getting so many things done#but it feels back to square one now#man that book about habits was so right don't have goals have habits because when you do achieve your goal#you'll be like well now what? and slip right back into bad habits again#that's exactly what happened#i used to think lol achieve my goal that's never gonna happen im a shit person and a failure#but like what the hell!!! i did!!! so now what😭😭😭#i think i need a hug#but ive never really hugged anyone except one person and she's 4 years away now#i think i need. my dad to tell me he's proud of me. but he's already forgotten about it so that's not gonna happen#man the day i stop craving external validation. it's over for yall#ugh yuck i used to hate the word validation it always sounded so desperate and needy and pathetic. guess it was just#another form of self loathing lol#im not even sad im like genuinely asking. im trying to solve it like a math problem. like does anyone have the answer
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Ok and on that while I do think having the Option to switch ryan and kaitlyn in chapter 7 would have made a more interesting game, I do value time with the bestie and dylan/kaitlyn bonding time was the best part of the game imo
#like I get most people want the switch for shipping purposes which there is nothing wrong with#I am a kaitlyn stan and also I don't hate jacob and I think having her find jacob in the basement would have been so so cool#like she dedicated freaks out a bit but her being so collected when all this shit is going down is very much her character#so having her absolutely lose it if she fails to get jacob out or even if it made the puzzle harder somehow#like it was harder for her to focus ohhh it would have been so good#*definitely#I also saw a post that said the only way to save all of the hacketts (well minus kaylee rip) would be if ryan stepped back#and let kaitlyn and laura handle it and then he would have the chance to kill silas in the scrap yard#and that whole idea has rewired my brain can you Imagine#this game. this game. sooo close to being really good#the quarry
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